Sorry for the lack of posts....
Trying to think of something positive to blog about.
Here is a wrap up of the last few months:
Thanksgiving....6 movies/cleaning/ a time for gratitude.
Holly's Birthday....Love her.
Christmas...a visit from Robin, Nate, Campbell, and Penny. Love Them.
Skype from Mac and Priscila and family. Love and miss them.
Carly and Farrah are back home....
We are all growing here..
Lunch with my sisters...
Lunch with Friends...
Love Doug
Longing for a life that was simple...when others made decisions for me.
A time of gratitude for the simple things.....like "I love you this much"
Or the smell of a "just bathed" child...fresh out of the tub. Like soap and shampoo and lotion. I love to bury my face in their hair and smell that wonderful smell.
....watching Grandgirls dress up like a princess or a ballerina and laughing and having a good time....
they grow up way to fast...
....longing for the time when I could look in the mirror and recognize the person looking back at me.
Passages....they happen to all of us.
This sounds like a pity party...it is not..just let me be sad for a day.
Memories are the things that make it worth living....
and making them is what gets you up in the morning.
By the way, I got my eyes tattooed this weekend...you know permanent eye liner.....cause my hand isn't as steady now and I don't want to be bothered. Right now I kind of look like a Grandma ho..[If you know what I mean]
I hope it fades a little.....
But then when I look at myself, I don't see me anyway,
I see that gray haired grandma.
I am kind of getting used to her...she looks like my mom...
...and I long for her too.
